Small Realizations

For the past few days I've been neglecting/avoiding this blog. I've gone through the cycle of emotions that comes with being 'infertile', which I'm sure you're familiar with:

disbelief

confusion

frustration

anger

sadness

humility

hope

encouragement

desire

faith

At the end of that cycle I felt on top of the world. My realizations included that feeling of confidence in the medical world and even more so that confident feeling in God. And for now, I am still at the faith part of the cycle. I know that we will have children some day. Some way. So today I write about gratitude for my realization that all is well, miracles DO still happen, and with faith anything is possible. Having been through this cycle a million times I know that tomorrow I might be right back to the disbelief stage, but for today, and quite fittingly on Sunday, I have faith. All will be well. All IS well.